1. |
(Not) Enough
04:22
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When you looked into my eyes for the first time
I felt like a deer in the headlights
In a moment all the things that have comprised
Every accomplishment and benchmark in my life
All fell flat, all came short
The bar is so much higher than it was before
And I don’t know if I am capable
Of the love that I know you’ll be aching for
I’m not the man you think I am
I’m just a fraud inside his skin
How long before you start to see
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
With a cold sweat
I was terrified
But at the same time, I’ve never felt so alive
My heart was full
But so was my mind
Cause I stockpiled lie, after lie, after lie
“You can’t provide, you’re not equipped”
“You’re not a man, you’re just a kid”
Is what I hear inside my head
The diagnosis of my own demons
I’m not the man you think I am
I’m just a fraud inside his skin
How long before you start to see
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
(I’m not enough, and I can’t compete)
(I’m not enough, and I’ll never be)
(I’m not enough, and I can’t compete)
(With who you think I ought to be)
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
I’m not enough, and I’ll never be
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
With who you think I ought to be
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
I’m not enough, and I’ll never be
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
With who you think I ought to be
(I'm not enough)
(I'm not enough)
I’m not enough
I’m not the man you think I am
I’m just a fraud inside his skin
I’m not the man you think I am
I’m just a fraud inside his skin
How long before you start to see
I’m not enough, and I can’t compete
I’m not enough
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2. |
Matter Of Time
03:26
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(It's a matter of time)
(It's a matter of time)
It’s exhausting trying to understand
Your intentions and your master plan
I’m running a race that I can’t win
Cause I’m on eggshells with every step
The sands of time are running low
(Revolution's coming for you)
Once they’re gone, watch this unfold
The iron’s hot
If you’re ready or not
(We’ll strike)
You’ll learn you’re not immune
It’s a matter of time
'Til you face your crimes
(You’ll find)
Your numbered days are few
You can only run so far
Until your heart caves in
Because once the truth comes out
You’ll learn who are your real friends
The sands of time are running low
(Revolution's coming for you)
Once they’re gone, watch this unfold
The iron’s hot
If you’re ready or not
(We’ll strike)
You’ll learn you’re not immune
It’s a matter of time
'Til you face your crimes
(You’ll find)
Your numbered days are few
(It's a matter of time)
(It's a matter of time)
It’s a matter of time (time)
Until you find find find (find)
That I’m done crying (crying)
Yeah today I choose
I’m coming after you
(Coming after you)
The iron’s hot
If you’re ready or not
(We’ll strike)
You’ll learn you’re not immune
It’s a matter of time
'Til you face your crimes
(You’ll find)
Your numbered days are few
(It's a matter of time)
(It's a matter of time)
Your numbered days are few
(It's a matter of time)
(It's a matter of time)
Your numbered days are few
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3. |
Old Wounds
03:16
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My heart is torn
Cause I warned you before
about the company you keep
But you sit and drink
The venom of the snake
That’s coiled around your neck
Yeah, around your neck
I don’t know
Who you are
I don’t know
Who you are
You’re not the same man you
Were before
I can’t pretend not to
See the dark
But I swear I’m through
Opening old wounds
You might say
I’m burning the bridge we made
But the fire I’ll use came from you
When you struck the match
To burn me at the stake
You made your bed
I hope it keeps you awake
I don’t know
Who you are
You’re not the same man you
Were before
I can’t pretend not to
See the dark
But I swear I’m through
Opening old wounds
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4. |
Where You Go I Go
03:22
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Don’t ever let me go
Don’t leave when I need you most
Don’t think I won’t follow
Where you go, I go
I’m looking at you
Sitting across the room
Wrapping my head around
The beauty that is you
I’m counting my stars
That you are who you are
Don’t ever let me go
Don’t leave when I need you most
Don’t think I won’t follow
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
I was lost in the dark
And you turned it into day
I gave you my heart and
I’ll never be the same
In the good, and the bad, and the in between
Through it all by your side is where I wanna be
Don’t ever let me go
Don’t leave when I need you most
Don’t think I won’t follow
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
I’ve been waiting for this
Moment for all my life
To find a heart that
Beats along with mine
I’ve been waiting for this
Moment for all my life
To find a heart that
Beats along with mine
I’ve been waiting for this
Moment for all my life
To find a heart that
Beats along with mine
Don’t ever let me go
Don’t leave when I need you most
Don’t think I won’t follow
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
Where you go, I go
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5. |
Metaphysical
01:16
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I used to think
That I knew the metaphysical
The reason
I walk through this life alone
I used to think
That I knew the metaphysical
The reason
I walk through this life alone
I used to think
That I knew the metaphysical
The reason
I walk through this life alone
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6. |
Buried
04:04
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I used to think that I knew the metaphysical
The reason I would walk through this life alone
I was hated, I couldn’t take it
I had no talent and I knew that I could never make it
That was me
That was me
That was me
A new revolution is rising
This convolution is out of control
Out of the ashes I’m climbing
But I’m leaving the old me buried
I didn’t have a clue what I was getting to
I would find myself abandoning what I once knew
What I hated, had resonated
In the mirror was the one who was never sated
That was me
That was me
A new revolution is rising
This convolution is out of control
Out of the ashes I’m climbing
But I’m leaving the old me buried
A new revolution is rising
This convolution is out of control
Out of the ashes I’m climbing
But I’m leaving the old me buried
6 feet deep
You will never see the light of day
6 feet deep
Underground as you waste away
6 feet deep
As you waste away
A new revolution is rising
This convolution is out of control
Out of the ashes I’m climbing
But I’m leaving the old me buried
I’m leaving the old me buried
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7. |
Monster
03:23
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People say I’ve been changing
I don’t act the same
My minds rearranging
I don’t feel a thing
I’m not the kid that I used to be
I’ve grown into a man
They just don’t know the other half of me
What I really am
When I look at myself in the mirror
I can see clearer
I’m nothing but a monster
You can see it in my eyes
It’s crawling under my skin
And I don’t think I can hide what
I am
Anymore
I’m nothing but a monster
There’s a Devil on my shoulder
He’s trying to come in
He said you might think you know me
But you don’t know my sins
There’s a place where my demons try to hide
Deep down inside of me
For so long I’ve kept them locked away but tonight
I’m setting them free
When I look at myself in the mirror
I can see clearer
I’m nothing but a monster
You can see it in my eyes
It’s crawling under my skin
And I don’t think I can hide what
I am
Anymore
I’m nothing but a monster
The man in my reflection
And I am not the same
You see him in my likeness
He answers to my name
When I look at myself in the mirror
I can see clearer
I’m nothing but a monster
You can see it in my eyes
It’s crawling under my skin
And I don’t think I can hide what I am,
I don’t think I can hide what, I am
I’m nothing but a monster
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8. |
Lost It All
02:54
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Here I am again
I’m dying from inside
Your claws still sinking in
You’re like a cancer to my heart
It’s killing me now
I need to let go
You can run,
But there’s no one to save you now
You can cry 'til your throat’s numb
Watched you crawl,
Lost it all
And now you’ve found
I’m burning those bridges down
I can feel everything
Every little ounce of pain
Can’t give you all the blame
By now I should’ve walked away
Killing me now
I need to let go
You can run,
But there’s no one to save you now
You can cry 'til your throat’s numb
Watched you crawl,
Lost it all
And now you’ve found
I’m burning those bridges down
You’re a virus,
But I’m standing tall
And without me,
You’ve lost it all
You can run,
But there’s no one to save you now
You can cry 'til your throat’s numb
Watched you crawl,
Lost it all
And now you’ve found
I’m burning those bridges down
You can run,
But there’s no one to save you now
You can cry 'til your throat’s numb
Watched you crawl,
Lost it all
And now you’ve found
I’m burning those bridges down
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9. |
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Everything was going just fine
We had the time of our lives
You couldn’t live without me
Then it seems like just overnight
I’m like a snowflake falling
Into an ocean of pain
And as I start dissolving
I find it’s more of the same
I can’t let this go
It’s killing me, I know
Guess I’m masochistic
Waiting for my next hit
I can’t let this go
It’s killing me, I know
Guess I’m masochistic
Waiting for my next hit
Sometimes our words cut deeper
Than any of us can know
They can send you into the ether
Or to the darkest of holes
And when our words are thoughtless
They make the deepest of scars
So I will say “I love you“
Even with a wounded heart
I must like the pain
I don’t wanna give it up, I like the taste
I can’t let this go
It’s killing me, I know
Guess I’m masochistic
Waiting for my next hit
I can’t let this go
It’s killing me, I know
Guess I’m masochistic
Waiting for my next hit
I must like the pain
I don’t wanna give it up, I like the taste
I hate how it makes me feel
I need to let it go and start to heal
I must like the pain
I don’t wanna give it up, I like the taste
I hate how it makes me feel
I need to let it go and start to heal
I can’t let this go
It’s killing me, I know
Guess I’m masochistic
Waiting for my next hit
I can’t let this go
It’s killing me, I know
Guess I’m masochistic
Waiting for my next hit
I must like the pain
I don’t wanna give it up, I like the taste
I hate how it makes me feel
I need to let it go and start to heal
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10. |
Stratosphere
03:09
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I am tired
Of the same old same old
Need something brighter
To wake up my soul
When the sun goes down
The lights go up
Let’s wake up this town
Leave it thunderstruck
When all the dust has settled
And when the smoke has cleared
Yeah, we will still be standing
We’ll take tonight
Into the stratosphere
It’s been too long
Since we had some fun
Let’s blow the roof off, yeah
The party’s just begun
When the sun goes down
The lights go up
Let’s wake up this town
Leave it thunderstruck
When all the dust has settled
And when the smoke has cleared
Yeah, we will still be standing
We’ll take tonight
Into the stratosphere
We are flying
And we trying
To chart a new frontier
Getting weightless
Yeah, our aim is
To break the stratosphere
We are flying
And we trying
To chart a new frontier
Getting weightless
Yeah, our aim is
To break the stratosphere
When all the dust has settled
And when the smoke has cleared
Yeah, we will still be standing
We’ll take tonight
Into the stratosphere
Into the stratosphere
We’ll take tonight
Into the stratosphere
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11. |
Cut & Run
03:14
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I'm at a crossroads
Don't know which way to go
But you can bet
You won't catch me standing here forever
I see you in the sunlight
Wiping your eyes
But you don't know the mess I'm in
Every choice that I make
Seems like mistake
This line I'm walking is razor thin
I'm at a crossroads
Don't know which way to go
But you can bet
You won't catch me standing here forever
I'm at a crossroads
Don't know which way to go
But you can bet
You won't catch me standing here forever
I can't let them
Tell me who I should be
I will find myself
When I find my king
I've never noticed this before
But I see it now
How I'm wearing the crown
Do I lay it on the floor?
Or do I just cut and run
I'm at a crossroads
Don't know which way to go
But you can bet
You won't catch me standing here forever
I can't let them
Tell me who I should be
I will find myself
When I find my king
You do not know me
You're not my king
I'm at a crossroads
Don't know which way to go
I'm at a crossroads
Don't know which way to go
But you can bet
You won't catch me standing here forever
I can't let them
Tell me who I should be
I will find myself
When I find my king
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12. |
Revival
03:18
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All of this time
I have pretended
Everything’s fine
And everything’s mended
But the truth is, I’ve been useless
I’ve been laying down on the battle lines
But today is a new day
This sleeping giant’s coming awake
Whatever mountain that I face
Will fall
You can’t stop me when I climb
I’m taking back my life
Ain’t running out of time, no
This is my revival
Thought I was dead
Thought it was all over
But I’m here instead
And I’m getting closer
To the real me that’s underneath
I’m not holding back no more
But today is a new day
This sleeping giant’s coming awake
Whatever mountain that I face
Will fall
You can’t stop me when I climb
I’m taking back my life
Ain’t running out of time, no
This is my revival
Yeah, this is my revival
This time
You won’t see me cry
This time
It’s a meteoric rise
I’ll fight
Until my heart caves in
I’ll fight
Until I reach the end
Until I reach the end
I’m taking back my life
You can’t stop me when I climb
I’m taking back my life
Ain’t running out of time, no
This is my revival
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13. |
On My Own
03:31
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I’ve been trying to find the words to say
Without you suffocating me
It’s like you don’t want to hear the truth
All you want to hear is you
I’m
So tired of the
Lies
Watching you trivialize
Everything I try to say
Today you’re gonna hear me screaming out
I’ll never fall into the crowd
So back up (back up)
Let go (let go)
I’m gonna make it on my own
Open up your eyes, you’ll see that I’m
Out here trying to survive
Take a look at who you left behind
The faces that belong to the backs you’ve climbed
I’m
So tired of the
Lies
Watching you trivialize
Everything I try to say
Today you’re gonna hear me screaming out
I’ll never fall into the crowd
So back up (back up)
Let go (let go)
I’m gonna make it on my own
I’m not gonna wait around
For you to
Eventually let me down
I’m here to let you know
I’m better off alone
Don’t care what you’ve been told
I’ll make it on my own
Today you’re gonna hear me screaming out
I’ll never fall into the crowd
So back up (back up)
Let go (let go)
I’m gonna make it on my own
So back up (back up)
Let go (let go)
I’m gonna make it on my own
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14. |
Composure
03:38
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(We're starting over)
Gonna wrap my head around
What I can do without
Right now I’m doing too much
Yeah I’m feeling overwhelmed
(An) anchor is tied around
My feet and I’m going down
I feel cornered
Like I never have before
It’s something I’m fighting
It’s right out my front door
So here we go again
We’re starting over
Trying to pretend
We have composure
But our façade is broken
We’re left out in the open
I’m cutting all ties
To what I have compromised
It’s time I lived my life
I want to prioritize
Before my own demise
Everything I love the most
I feel cornered
Like I never have before
But I’m still fighting
And fighting
So here we go again
We’re starting over
Trying to pretend
We have composure
But our façade is broken
We’re left out in the open
Just give me some room to catch my breath
I’ve been getting by with just what’s left
As time goes by you can see the cracks
I’m broken
So here we go again
We’re starting over
Trying to pretend
We have composure
But our façade is broken
We’re left out in the open
So here we go again
We’re starting over
Trying to pretend
We have composure
But our façade is broken
We’re left out in the open
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Fight The Fade Tulsa, Oklahoma
Fight The Fade is a rock group hailing from the Midwest. Consisting of vocalist Zene Smith, guitarist Tyler Simpson & drummer Alyssa Worth.
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